Welp...I am one of those losers who gets to discuss how being single is.
To me being single is bittersweet. Because I am single I have all the time in the world to do what I want to do. This is nice...except when I don't know what I want to do and feel guilty for being idle. Then I wish I had somebody to do something with because I have a hard time motivating myself. However, it is nice because I really have the time to get to know myself and evaluate where I am in life and the more I evaluate the more I realize why I am single. I am emotionally closed off to people (I have trust issues in relationships...dating a cheater will do that to you, I have communication issues, and I have to become more self reliant.) I really do believe that I am single for a reason and that reason is to find ways to improve myself and I continue to get to know myself. So yes, I'll admit I wish I had a someone to cuddle up to at during movies and at night and I REALLY miss kissing (I must admit I think I am pretty good at cuddling and kissing). But, I am learning to be okay without those things and embrace becoming the woman I want to be.