Tuesday, December 1, 2009
It's amazing how life doesn't always turn out how you think it will. Sometimes as you're struggling with everyday life begins to pass you by and you don't even realize it. Then you sit back and think how it is nothing like it was suppose to be. Maybe you took too many chances or maybe you didn't take enough chances. Regardless, you can't go back and change things. I honestly don't know if I would go back and change things if I could. I know the results of my choices and I am okay with where I am now in life. Not great, but okay. I don't know where I'd be if I'd made other choices and I like certainty. I like having a plan. It is okay if my life deviates from that plan, but at least I have an idea where I am going and how to get there. If I take a few detours along the way, that's okay. It is all about learning and growing. So yeah, every boy I've had a crush hasn't necessarily liked me back. I'm not friends with everyone that I thought I'd be friends with for forever. But like I said, it's okay. I learn and grow. Yeah, I am continually amazed about how things don't turn out like I expect them too. But, oddly enough, "It's all Good!"